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1 - Dead
All I want in life is to be happy (happy).
It seems funny to me.
How fucked things can be.
Everytime I get head.
I feel more dead.
2 - Falling away from me
Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes that's OK
Do what others say
I'm here standing hollow
Falling away from me, falling away from me
Day, is here fading
That's when I'm insane
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me, falling away from me.
(Chorus)
Beating me down, beating me, beating me down,
Down, into the ground, screaming so sound,
Beating me, beating me, down, down
Into the ground
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down
Beating me down, beating me, beating me
Down, down, into the ground, screaming so sound,
Beating me, beating me, down, down
Into the ground
Twisting me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away
Life's falling away from me,
Its falling away from me,
Life's falling away from me, FUCK!
Beating me down, beating me, beating me
Down, down, into the ground, screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me, down, down
Into the ground
(falling away from me)
Beating me down
(falling away from me)
Beating me, beating me
(falling away from me)
Down, down
(falling away from me)
Into the ground
Screaming so sound
(falling away from me)
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
(falling away from me)
Into the ground
3 - Trash
How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh and it's just there for the taking
These little girls, they make me feel so god damn exhilarated
I feel them up, I can't give it up
The pain that I'm just erasing
I tell my lies, and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away
I tell my lies, and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I tell my lies, and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
(I) Just throw you away
(I) Just throw you away
(I) Just throw you away
(I) Just throw you away
4 - 4U
This shit right here is for you.
All your faces I can see;
You all think it's about me;
I'm about to break.
This is my fate.
Am I still damned to a life,
Of misery and hate?
You, you'll never know
What I'd do for you.
What you all,
Put Me through;
I do it for you.
I could (have),
Never (lived),
If it wasn't...
For you.
5 - Beg for me
Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed, there is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when I hit the stage, it is gone and I am free
God dam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
God dam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going insane, and i cry, it helps my pain
Everyone please let me be
Because when i hit the stage, it is gone and i am free
God dam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
God dam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
I feel the shame
I'm ive gone insane
The things I feel now
Arn't the same
Who gives a fuck, if my life sucks?
I just know one thing
I won't give up
Everyone just let me be[x3]
God dam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
God dam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Be there, for me?[x4]
6 - Make me bad
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
there is so much shit around me, such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games
instead it's all the same
I want something to do
need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again
its quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me bad
all I do is look for you I need my fix you need it to
just to get some sort of attention ... attention
what does it mean to you?
for me it's something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again
it's quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again
it's quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again
its quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again
it's quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me bad
come back come back, don't walk away
come back come back come back today
come back oh my why can't you see?
come back come back come back to me
7 - It's gonna go away
Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold
And I got a life, I live it up
I live it up
(It's gonna go away)
I don't want this to go away
I'm so scared
(oh so scared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure
(pressure)
Pressure (It's still gonna go away)
.... go live it up
We're livin it up
8 - Wake up
Wake the fuck up! [x8]
Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try
Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
I'm not happy
I wish they'd just...
Wake the fuck up! [x4]
I can't take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember what we are playin' for
No more fighting!
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish we'd just..
Wake the fuck up! [x4]
I can't take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember what we are playin' for [x3]
Remember why are we playin' for [x3]
9 - I'm going crazy
Am I going crazy?
Am I insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face it?
And what will it cost
To escape?
Nothing is right
10 - Hey daddy
Let me see (let me see)
All my life has been (taken)
Taken
This demon (haunts me)
Haunts me
They’re waiting (help me)
Help me
You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
Hey daddy (daddy)
They are taking me, away
Putting things in me (my soul)
My soul
They’re eating, please help me
You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
They carry this thing inside of me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself [x3]
But I'm not gonna listen
You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
Hey daddy
They are taking me
This demon
11 - Somebody, someone
I can't stand to let you in
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all the lies you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends
I need somebody, someone
Can’t somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved just for me
Giving you this and that
Giving, get nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeming all the things you tried
I am nothing
I need somebody, someone
Can’t somebody help me?
All I need is to be
Loved just for me
I look
I sign
I need
Someone
Inside
To help
Me out
With what
I'm trying
I'm crying
I'm frying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I'm dying
I need somebody (someone)
Somebody (somebody)
Someone
I need somebody (someone)
Somebody (somebody)
Someone
Someone
12 - No way
Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothing
So I came to far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
So I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No it's nothing
So I came to far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
To live this way
Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but keep from falling to the place where people know me
I can't wait
To give them these feelings of hating
Keeping inside me
For all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
Ripping at me
So I came to far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
To live this way
To live this way
13 - Let's get the party started
When it's crying, takes me to a certain place which I don't often find
I see a family walking always thinking of being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down in a rut I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me, please give me some of it back, the feelings that I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started, I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane which I give to you
Let's get this party started, You make me feel insane
I want to be the one to make myself sane
Time is ticking, It makes me feel content with what I have inside
Constant paranoia surrounds me, Everyone I see is out to get me
So I fall face down in a rut I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me, please give me some of it back the feelings that I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started, I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane which I give to you
Let's get this party started, You make me feel insane
I want to be the one to make myself sane
You make me feel insane
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started, I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane which I give to you
Let's get this party started, You make me feel insane
I want to be the one to make myself sane
14 - Wish you could be me
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain as the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then as you would see
How tired I am and how she kept the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you're raping me
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And theres gossip 'bout my fame
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain as the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then as you would see
How tired I am and how you get the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you're raping me
At least you could look at me while you're raping me
You fuckin pussy !!!
15 - Counting
I came back to face what's growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel, yes you do
One day you'll beg for me
So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting
You just see me as something you throw around
You weren't there for me
Beating down to the ground
Yes it always seems
You take more from me
So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting
It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun and the games
It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun
That's my game
So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm screaming all my pain
You will be there counting
16 - Dirty
Keep knocking.
No one's there.
Pouring down.
NEAR BE FELT
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
ready to blow my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
Each day is the same.
I just wanna laugh again.
Keep hoping.
Nothing to spare.
So my life.
Isn't quite there.
Feel like a whore.
A dirty whore.
Such a whore.
Dirty.
I'm out here, by myself.
All alone.
ready to blow my head off.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
Each day is the same.
I just wanna laugh again.
Ill take it
Ill take it
I will take it it to me.
You dirty little fuck.
Dirty little fuck.
You dirty little fuck.
Dirty little fuck.
You dirty little fuck (I will take it).
Dirty little fuck (I will take it).
You dirty little fuck (I will take it).
Dirty little fuck (I will take it).
You dirty little fuck.
I hurt so bad inside.
I wish you could see the world through my eyes.
Each day is the same.
I just wanna laugh again.
just wanna laugh again.
just wanna laugh again.
just wanna laugh again.
just wanna laugh again.